¨I wanna have a baby, then go back to school¨ Tedd Josiah recounts late wife´s dreams before untimely death

Kenyan ManMom, Tedd Josiah conquered all odds, taking up the responsibility of bringing up a daughter single-handedly after the demise of his wife.

Regina Katar bore a daughter, Jay Wendo, got to spend time with her for a couple of months before she bid her goodbye.

Since then, Tedd took up mummy-daddy duties for his now-growing daughter, who has grown too cute and a bundle of joy for that.

Music producer, Tedd Josiah with daughter, Jay Wendo

However, Regina´s memories still live to date and Tedd spoke of what she gave up, just to have their daughter.

Regina desired to have a child then later go back to school while running her business on the side.

All she wanted was ´support´ from her hubby, Tedd Josiah.

“I wanna have a baby, then go back to school and run my business, i might not want to study the same thing though, i might change it. Do you mind? Will u support me?” This was part of the conversation we had as mama shared her desires and dreams with me.

Collage of Tedd Josiah´s late wife, Regina Katar and their daughter, Jay

Describing the feeling deep down of seeing his wife´s dreams slowly come to be but ones she can no longer physically witness, tears the music producer apart.

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A daughter who takes so much after her mom, naturally, without any outside forces coming to play, he shares:

Today as everyday I look at the little angel ???????? she left and trust me it’s different when you’re a single parent and when you’re an only parent…… I wish her mama could see how much she brought a child who without being told is just panning out to become like her mama in so many ways.

Continuing:

I wish she could see how her daughters eyes light up when she sees her mothers pictures. I wish on some days that she’d carry the burden with me of the baby and raising her of the business and raising it…. of life and walking it.

The late Regina Katar (left) and daughter Jay (right)

Unfortunately, they are but wishes, which keep him going, just to see his wife´s dreams fulfilled and finally get true peace in his soul.

But those are just wishes and not horses ???? to ride.
So I walk a day at a time sometimes a moment at a time in the hope that her angel ???????? will grow and be ok, that her dreams will stay alive and i will one day find true peace in my soul
For now we…..
LIVE ???? and LOVE ????
#RaisingJay #TheManMom #keepingmamasdreamalive

Read: Tedd Josiah pens emotional tribute to late wife

Tedd Josiah penned a special tribute to his late wife, commemorating days she was heavily expectant with cravings that saw them drive for miles.

Taking to his Instagram page, the music producer narrated:

On this day mama GummyBear (R I P) decided she didn’t want the usual Sanford fries ???? that she used to ask me to drive her to go buy almost every evening.

On this day mama GummyBear (R I P) decided she didn’t want the usual Sanford fries – Tedd Josiah pens

Pointing out a particular day when they had to drive all the way to Naivasha, just to get her fish, fresh from the lake, and have it prepared there.

This Sunday she wanted fish ???? and she wanted it fresh from a lake, so we had to drive to Naivasha (her choice of lake) and buy some fish and have it made there…

Tedd Josiah´s late wife, Regina Katar

Cautioning men who want to start families, but might not be prepared for what is to come, the businessman advised:

Brothers you see when you decide to have a baby there’s gonna be cravings, mood swings and emotions your wife can’t even explain. At that point U CANT FLAKE!! U got to find some resolve and make it come together. If it’s Sanford fries ???? or fish from the damn lake! Go do it!

Because if not:

Cause a lot of children suffer cause their mothers were depressed during their pregnancies.

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To men

Asking all who are Blessed to still have their wives after the delivery process, then they better appreciate them and show them love, before they can no longer have them.

And if you’re lucky enough to still have your wife please don’t be a d**k get up go love ur wife and child go be the best u can be, try ur darnest.

Tedd Josiah´s words to the mothers is one:

Expectant mothers.. you are in our prayers keep ur head up and rub that tummy with love.
LIVE ???? LOVE ???? LAUGH ????

¨She fell asleep and never woke up again¨ Producer Tedd Josiah reminisces late wife in a long tear-jerking post

Music producer and Businessman, Tedd Josiah has had to raise his daughter all by himself after his wife´s untimely demise that remains engraved in his mind till date.

Over the weekend, the legendary producer penned a long, yet soulful message online, that moved fans and followers to tears.

A dedication to his late wife, Regina Katar, who left behind an adorable daughter in a mysterious manner.

Music producer, Tedd Josiah breaks down during his late wife´s burial

Tedd starts off:

I MISS MY FRIEND
What is grief like?

For him, grief remains a mystery, never to be understood.

Well it’s like the waves of an ocean sometimes they are high sometimes low but ur guaranteed they will hit. What causes them? Memories, jolts of confusion, uncertainty and moments of self doubt all play roles in this. How long does it take to heal? U don’t heal u just learn to walk with the limp.

Flashback

As he recalls that fateful day that his wife breathed her last:

Friday 7:30pm dinner at home with mama and JayJay she’d cooked rice and chicken and was happy beyond words… then a movie…. as JayJay slept between us on the couch.
After the film we went to bed and she’d talked right thru the movie!!!!
3am as she breast fed she complained that heat head hurt, took meds and threw them up. So we dashed to hospital ???? and she fell asleep and never woke up again.

And that was it! She was no more! He was shocked beyond words, some sort of trauma I´d say, left behind with a little girl to nurture all by himself.

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His cry is one: ¨No child should ever be without a mother! NO CHILD!!!¨

He sheds tears no more because he lives to celebrate his late wife with the common phrase: ¨broken crayons ???? still paint so i will paint¨.

5am JayJay and i sat in my car confused lost and alone…. she’d just gone like that.
No child should ever be without a mother! NO CHILD!!!
My friend u were magic, rest cause every Friday it plays back in my head….
But broken crayons ???? still paint so i will paint
ASHKIM

Family moments: Tedd Josiah with his late wife and their daughter, previously

His comment section is full of fans, moved by the message from a broken yet strong man who is a proud father to a growing baby girl.

As they share similar experiences, as others comfort him and give him a pat on his back for a job well done, so far.

May he find comfort!

¨More than a woman, more than a Queen…¨ Tedd Josiah celebrates his late wife´s birthday in her absence

Award-winning music producer, Tedd Josiah, celebrates his late wife´s birthday in heartwarming message on his social media pages.

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The legendary music producer has been raising his daughter, Jayjay, single-handedly and affirms that the little girl will grow to one day appreciate her lovely late mom.

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Jayjay was left in the care of her father after mother, Regina Katar succumbed to internal bleeding, with very few platelets in her blood.

Having just been a 3-month old mother to Jayjay, Regina passed on with post-natal wounds still fresh.

Tedd´s late wife, Reginah Katar and daughter Jayjay 

According to Ted, what took away his wife´s life is a very rare condition especially among African women.

His wife´s platelets were so diluted, therefore, a significantly reduced count that could not hold her up any longer.

However, Regina had had internal bleeding earlier on, though had not been detected neither treated; news that Tedd and family received after her passing on.

Happy Happy Birthday to the adorable woman as she dances with the Angles!