Gospel Radio Host Confesses to ‘Being Tired with God’ Despite Being Saved

John 8:44

“You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.”

Paul K of Truth FM has just confessed of how he had recently slipped into putting off his times with the Lord because “he was tired”. However, the experience was a lesson to him as he reveals below;

Of Late, God has been teaching me the power of transparency. I am learning to let people see me as I really am, instead of constantly wearing  “The Mask” . The truth is, not long ago, I was not fine. I was in a pit. I was creeping deeper and deeper into it. This pit was not comfortable because it felt good. It was comfortable because it was familiar.

I slip into it bit by bit by putting off my times with the Lord because “I was tired”, managing my emotions by stuffing them down instead of facing them. I isolated myself by ignoring my Spirit-filled friends who always contacted me because the Lord has placed me on their hearts.  Eventually I was left spiritually empty & riddled with shame, emotionally depressed, physically exhausted and in pain. That’s the bad news. The good news is that I’m finally fed up with this pit and beginning to let God shine His light down on me.

Paul K with Pastor & singer Uche Agu

I know I can’t do it alone. God created us for community for a reason. That’s why I just wrote this for everyone out there to know that we need to honor God. Somewhere over the last few months I had stopped living my life according to God’s ways in this area. I can’t think of a better way to get back on track than letting it out there. Friends Jesus is coming back for the Church. Be Ready. I now Understand why Jesus said in Matthew 7:21-27 Not everyone who calls me “Lord, Lord’ will enter the Kingdom of heaven, but only those who do what my Father in heaven wants them to do. 

When the Judgment Day comes, many will say to me, “Lord, Lord! In your name we spoke God’s message, by your name we drove out many demons and performed many miracles!’ Then I will say to them, “I never knew you. Get away from me, you wicked people!’  “So then, anyone who hears these words of mine and obeys them is like a wise man who built his house on rock. The rain poured down, the rivers flooded over, and the wind blew hard against that house. But it did not fall, because it was built on rock. 26 “But anyone who hears these words of mine and does not obey them is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. 

The rain poured down, the rivers flooded over, the wind blew hard against that house, and it fell. And what a terrible fall that was!”  You can be a Gospel celebrity in this world. But where is your Final Destination? Reality Check; One thing is for sure, Heaven will be a place of surprises. Where will you BE? Get Real with God Dear Friends.